Lonely*

Three day i play like hell with my friends. I think i should start my study already. Before too late, with ROW and Dota help me a lot. But today 13 March 2010, i suddenly not happy at all when i wake up from my sleep. Maybe something should not happen already happen, and yet i can feel it. Nevermind, i hope i really can forget the pain later. So boring when stay in kampar for two weeks.

Just yesterday i finish half of my assignment with my buddy which is same group with me. All answer already try but yet need to ask our lecture Miss Devagi. Last thursday, i playing snooker and pool with my friends. But my skills getting worse already. Maybe long time never touch the cue from last semester. I need more practice. Haiz...

Exam is near, Week 4 coming a mid-term test for my one subject. Another one on 31st for March. everything is so near including her birthday and my birthday. After four years, i think this is first year i celebrate my birthday lonely. But i hope her will happy with her life. Nothing can stop her to do the thing to success. 10 days from now my birthday. The day is near but i won't forget this year of my birthday, cause a hard hard memory for me in this 19 years. I don't know who will accompany me to past this day cause many people won't know my birthday except her. But now, i think she already forget 100% of me. But nevermind, i still got myself to past this birthday happily. 

March, a month that i really happy for 4 years, but now is the worse month for me in 12 months. Everything is change. I make it change to reduce her pain and love from me. Cause i don't wanna her because of me sad and cry one more time. Fate can't change by human. We need to accept all of it. Time is near and  my time is short. This all thing happen in lightning force.

Long long time never write blog, today is the best day to write because i free................