~For YOU~

After the news spread in the ntv7 about H1N1.. just few second i cant start my job...

Zzzz i need sit in my house and waiting to die.. i so sienz already plus need to stay at home without going to work.. 

For me stay at home will make me more stress and suffer.. can anyone help me.. why semester break is a suffer thing for me first semester i will happy because i have my another part to accompany me.. 

But semester 2, i lost her in my heart i very sad.. actually i so miss her.. until now i still worry about her life in Johor..cause now the H1N1 disease spread so fast again in Malaysia.. 

I scare her got anything.. i hope she get what i mean.. anyhow although i never talk to her and see her but for me, she still my friend that i dont want her got anything.. i already give her my necklace that protect me since i in 1 years old. i dont want her got anything and hear anything from her bad condition..
I just wanna her stay healthy until old.. from beginning i together with is to give her a happy life that she lack in her family now.. after a few month i keep think  about that problem, lastly i can comfirm that actually no need me give her the happy life.. other guy also can give her..

So i hope she will find a guy give her the best life. if let me know the guy bad to her i wont let him off so easily.. cause she got a hard life since she lost her father in form 1.. i dont want her suffer from the pain anymore.. sorry, maybe you broke with me because i not good enough.. i too many disadvantage in my life.. so maybe you dislike and cant accept my problem.. and i cant chnage the problem it cause i cant make it.. sorry.. remember take care yourself starting now as i say to you last time.. i not play with you.. please